The Mod Muse

I haven’t felt very chatty lately so please excuse the lack of posts. Thinking about a million things right now! My three months in Denmark will be over in just two weeks and so many loose ends remain. :> Part of me is excited to go back to NYC and to see all my friends, while the other wishes to remain and continue the life I have started here. Wow! It’s so weird to think in just two weeks I will be getting on an airplane headed back to my life in NYC.

Everyone wants to know, what’s my next step? Don’t worry, I have been sketching out a rough plan for myself. Nothing in concrete as of yet but I know what needs to happen over the next couple of months so that gives me a direction to follow.

I have been trying to be very Zen about the the whole leaving thing. I’ve been trying to be very cool and relaxed and to let things happen, instead of trying to control them. But that doesn’t mean I don’t do anything! You have to put effort towards what you want in life but you also have to trust where you will land. That’s been my experience anyway.

I have learned so much about myself on this trip. I’ve learned a lot about: what I am capable of, who I am, what I want in my life and what makes me happy. I’ve also learned, what I don’t want and what I won’t tolerate. I am not talking about having reached enlightenment. Rather, I  feel as if there have been many lessons during this trip and lots of chances to prove what I have  learned. So while I don’t know what the near future holds, I do know I am going to enjoy the journey!